Mokhster’s Bundle of Stuff

of topic, a survey was done on woman who are sexually happy, and it seems that Australia was at the bottom of the list when it comes to sexually satisfied women! Funny coming for a place known as "down under"

MJ's case is a big thing at the moment, and what are your thoughts on it? Now for sure MJ's is sick in the head. I mean look at him physically! What sane person would do that to his/hers own face? I'm just trying to figure out if :

1. MJ's does sexually fondle kids and because his a few fruits short in the bucket think its ok
2. MJ's really innocent and see's nothing wrong with sharing a bed with kids ( like a father and son ) thus putting himself in a bad position that can be exploited buy "germs"

time will tell, but MJ in jail? DAMN!!!!!...Hope he doesn't drop the soup too often in the bathroom

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Checked the ATM for the 20th time this evening and Februaries pay aint in yet. It seems that because I'm a contract staff where I work, every month my supervisor has to submit a form for HR to process so that contract staff get paid. But since my supervisor went of on a trip to South Africa and seems to have forgotten about submitting the form I'll be eating maggi noodles for the rest of the month.

This really sucks. What am I to do? I have bills to pay, and a girlfriend to spoil. Now there's a slight possibility that the GM can work out something like me getting a check by this week, but if that don't work out what next?

it's funny that even though I'm facing a financial crisis at personal scale, I'm still thinking about getting an Xbox. Why? I just want one! Like they say "

" the difference between men and boys is the price of their toys. "

1.30am... should I go to sleep or play a PC game? Decisions decisions!!..

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This Oscars was one of the best in recent time. Slightly more relaxed that the whole up-tight award show it's been the past few years.

Chris Rock as the host was a good move. And he did a pretty good job of it. The whole Bush/GAP/Banana Republic/tank top reference was sweet! Mr. Fox won his first Oscar which is way crazy for an actor who just started to get his shit together. His portrayal of Ray Charles was sick, and I hope to see more of Mr. Booty Call in the future.

Beyonce Knowles from Destiny's Child did some French song that I thought was ok. But honestly I was expecting her to burst out at any moment with "bootiliciouse". It never happened but if it did nice........

I have a friend at work who's a really cool and funny guy to hang out with, but lately he's been getting on my nerves. The remarks he makes and the way he says things are starting to annoy me and I hope I don't bust a cap on his ass anytime soon. He's been a good motivator whose been trying to improve my work related skills, but I think his getting carried away with the remarks he makes. I'll just stay cool and take it for a while, since I feel his intentions are good. But if he starts bringing in my parents into his "charming" statements, then his asking for trouble.

well this is to hoping that the rest of the week goes smooth insya-Allah.

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I had free passes to go watch the movie "Boogeyman". Since my girl can't make it due to exams I took out my sister and her boyfriend. It sure turned out to be an interesting night...

I decided to go strait to the mall after work and meet my sis there. Got there a few hours early and thought I'd take a walk around, take my time and just do your basic window shopping. I'm a very social type of person, but it is nice once in a while to just go out "solo". I take my solo outings as an opportunity to do some thinking about everything and nothing.

about 2 hours later I got a call from my sis that she had arrived, so upon agreeing on a designated location, we met up and the first thing she does is hugs me and then starts crying... Now of course I start getting worried but since her boyfriend is right there next to us, I guess his not the cause. Anyway I ask her what is wrong and with tear filled eyes she says that she's just very stressed. It's a combination of money problems, studies, and renting her own place that's got her all in a fit.

I have faith in God and my religion, so when she asked me why it seemed that as soon as she had money things like fees, car problem, and loan issues popped up leaving her broke, I told her there's two reasons :

a) God knows that more money would cause more problem to her
b) her money is not "Berkat" meaning blessed due to a lifestyle that is not Islamic.

an Islamic lifestyle is a way of life that revolved around serving God, and completing ones obligations as a Muslim like prayer ( 5 times a day), good deeds, and staying away from what is forbidden. When ones daily routine is based on these actions then everything that happens is with Gods blessing, and Guidance.

my sis asked me if I pray 5 times a day, and I told her I did. It was a lie. I'm not trying to justify telling a lie, but I was giving advice and if I had said I didn't complete my 5 daily prayers the whole point of my advice would have been ignored. I feel very hypocritical. But if that lie will get my sister thinking when she gets home about her priorities, and responsibilities to God then so be it.

I have learned a lesson long forgotten, thought to me by my dad which is one must lead by example. I have 4 brothers and sisters. Being the eldest it's my responsibility to lead by example. Insyaallah ( God willing ) I will find the strength to keep to my convictions.

P.S : the Movie "Boogeyman" sucked big time and was a total disappointment.

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Didn't realize I've been away from my blog for 5 days. Time just flies by when you don't pay attention. I still cant believe it's already 2005!

I've been spending a lot of time at my girls place, and it got me thinking. I have a bad habit of getting to comfortable with people. Now if my girl lived on her own it might not be a big issue, but she still stays with her parents. What I mean is I'll be at my girls place watching the television, raiding the fridge, you know... "Chilling" but with her parents around. Where do I cross the line from being a "future son in law" dropping by to "overgrown man getting too comfortable".

one problem I supposed is that if someone tells me drop by anytime, I drop by anytime. And if I over stay my welcome, I expect that someone to tell me, and I'll give them their space. Some of you might think "dude! You should know when you've overstayed your welcome", that's true but from my point of view I mean what I say, so if I said drop by anytime, drop by anytime.

there's nothing I hate more then thinking everything is fine, then suddenly find out from another friend that things aren't all honey and roses. If you have a problem with me, tell it to my face, don't tell everyone else but me, that's not cool. But I put my self in those kind of situations so don't really have anyone to blame but my self.

I watched the movie Constantine last week, and all I can say is BRILLIANT!! A superb movie by a great director. His first movie to boot! What a director and what vision. The look and feel of the movie was sweet! And it all looked like it fit. Hope for more great things for the director and a possible Constantine franchise.

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As much as I act all indifferent when it comes to my future, I do think about it a lot. I'm 25 with nothing to proudly show for it. I'm confused. A university education and a lot of money doesn't make a person successful, and it doesn't bring happiness. But I do know that the education helps open doors, and that the money helps things run smoothly.

I'm torn between my obligations as a Muslim, and my wants as a young adult in a big city. When I go through the news papers and read articles on Muslims in Iraq fighting and dying for their religion, but not just in Iraq anywhere, I feel ashamed that I'm in Malaysia with all the comforts of an urban dweller. What makes it worse is that I'm not taking full advantage of what I have been given. I'm not useless but if I'd stayed focus, practiced my religion, and followed my parents advice, I'd be in a better and more stable condition then where I am now.

I want to live my life with no regrets, but I have so many. Too many things I've taken for granted. Too many opportunities wasted. I'm at this point in my life based on everything I've done, and every decision I've made, yet I don't believe in changing ones past because who we are is defined by what we've been through. I guess it's human nature to always think "What If?". Many nights have I spent laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling procrastinating on "What If?". I hate that sentence. "what If?" is a sentence I do not want to use, but always seem to fall back on.

maybe I shouldn't have gotten engaged yet. Maybe I'm not prepared for it economically and emotionally. I can hardly take care of my self, can I take care of "M" now?

was getting engaged me doing what I thought was the right thing to do? Or was it what I felt I wanted to do. After going out with "M" for 4 years and going through a lot together was it just the next logical step? Only time will tell.

all I have left to do is make sure it works, and that I do all I can to make her happy. God willing things will work out for the better. It's about time I be responsible for my actions

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Valentine's day is an over hyped, financially burdening, and emotionally damaging experience. It's funny how were fooled into it at an early age with the idea of giving someone you love/like a hand made post card. Then when you hit your early teens chocolates and flowers are incorporated. In the later teen years when your parents trust you enough to let you out on your own dinner is put in.

so financially now you have the post card, chocolate, flowers, and dinner all bundled up together in one package, and it's not cheap. It's not like there's a Valentine's day happy meal "Yes sir, get it all together and you'll get a 50% discount" but then again, with Valentine's being so commercialized, I'm not surprised if someone's already come up with this kind of package on offer.

it's over hyped because people are to believe that on Valentine's day, that person you have a crush on is gonna miraculously fall for you if you give him/her some flowers. Also that if your relationship is on the rocks, Valentine's day is the day to make it all right. Dude! A relationship takes time, and effort. Why is it that people think Valentine's is a kind of love loop hole that will give you a short cut to someone's heart.

Emotionally damaging because there's that pressure to perform and deliver. To be so romantic that your significant other would go breathless and melt in your hands. Valentine's day doesn't care if your having a bad day, it doesn't care if u need some alone time after a big argument. Valentine forces you to plan your day based on what Valentine wants. On Valentine's you play by his rules, you have to make the effort no matter how insincere.

Valentine's day isn't sincere anymore. Valentine is evil

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I can't believe I still remember my ICQ number. Haven't been using it for the past few years, but thought since I got the net connected to my home PC might as well see if I can get in touch with a few web acquaintances. So I've had it installed for a few days but just couldn't remember my ICQ#. Then suddenly while I'm in the toilet putting down a deposit PING!! It hit me like a married couple on Jerry Springer!

now luckily my ICQ number only has 7 digits. But also what I find interesting is that for a guy, a lot of thinking goes on while on the toilet bowl. A males most deepest and carnal mind farts occur when on the bowl, and I cant help but think it occurs due to one of many a males relationships with "holes".

I'm not sure who I'm ripping off when I say that a man's life revolves around a hole. "were born from one, we spend our lives looking for one, and when we die we end up in one."

could our close proximity to the bowl trigger some higher level of conciseness, resulting in our best idea's coming out when were doing our "business". I don't think we "enjoy" staying in the toilet far longer then our opposite sex, it isn't about the smell of ones own dinner from the day before that gives us comfort. For me it's a form of escapism. As soon as I pass that door and sit on the bowl all troubles and worries of the outside world are left behind. All that's left is me, and this 4 walls around me. Nothing else exist.

is it a waste of time when u spend more then 10 minutes in the toilet? Sure it is. But to take a way my "bowl time" would be take away a major part of my creative thought process.

overkill? I know, but I was on a role.

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As much as I like doing nothing at times, spending a whole day doing nothing is a waste of time. Sure the freedom of not having to run around doing something for ones self or for others is nice, but looking back at the day I realize there was so many other ways to do "nothing" yet feel like I did do something...

*laughs*

what the hell did I just wright!? Talk about stupid. The lesson learned here is don't try to sound smart and all taonistic when your actually just plain. I visit some blogs and it just amazes me how some of these people write and express them self and the things around them. It's totally fantastic. Half the words they use I can't spell, but it's not just the words they choose, but how they use it is what's fascinating.

So from now on I'm gonna stick with what I know how to do, and not try to be someone I'm not. Hopefully as long as I keep on writing, sooner or later all achieve some improvement in my chicken scratching writing, and thoughts.

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