Mokhster’s Bundle of Stuff

Where everything gets thrown in for good measure 

ARCHIVE: Still can't figure it out...

Started messing around with Picasa and Hello to try and get pictures in this blog. Yet to figure out how to get a small photo in the profile section. More tweaking is to be done! wish me luck. I'm listening to Wilson Phillip's “your in love” man! Does it bring back memories. It also reminds me of that seen in the movie “Harold and Kumar” if you've seen it you know what I'm talking about. The song isn't gay, well not really gay, and my MP3 player play-list was on random, so don't give me sh*t about it. *grin*


What is it about waking up early on a Saturday? I mean i can get up early if i have to, but without a reason my body just refuses to cooperate in the matter.


Had to run in to work earlier today to get some recording done. I work in broadcasting, and to make sure i don't get swamped on Monday, I usually come in on Saturday morning for about an hour or two. I work in the “Info center” which handles news and traffic for a few of the network radio stations. My job designation is traffic research assistant and as the job title implies, I prepare and compile traffic information to be read by the on air DJ. Also, on the side I do the public announcement segment's (CSA),and have my own digital game review slot. The CSA's can get very mundane at times, but it's good practice for air presentation. I've managed to cut down on my slurring, and have better pace when I read.


The dream is to one day get the opportunity to do my own show, and there has been some positive feedback from the station and program manager, so I'll just to wait and see. But the waiting is getting to me. I'm a very optimistic person, but also very insecure. I wonder if it's logically possible to have both of these traits at once


Today is the first day of the 2005 rugby season. Didn't get selected for today's squad, but then I've been out of training for a while with a back problem. Still it's no excuse. I'm over weight and it's effecting my game. Shit I got to get my life organized.


I hope to do nothing but nothing tomorrow, but knowing my luck something will pop up. Yup I just remembered, I have laundry to do...

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ARCHIVE: Been thinking about a lot lately...

Training Day:

I wish I could say that I had a great nights sleep last night, but I didn’t. It’s always this way after rugby training. My muscles are aching like crazy around my calves, thigh and shoulder. But saying that, if you’re a person who does a lot of sports, or a lot of heavy physical work, you know what I mean when I say the “aching” is a good feeling. It’s a feeling of being alive, a feeling of pushing ones self to the max, regretting it the next morning, and looking forward to it again in a few days.

Dozing off :

It’s becoming more and more of a problem while I’m driving, and I’m afraid one day it’s going to be the death of me. It’s the type of dozing that sneaks up on you while you’re driving. Your eyes just close, and when they reopen you realize your 200 meters down the road from where you remember you were. Thank God I haven’t hit anything or anyone yet, but there have been a few close encounters. It’s not lack of sleep. Maybe if you come across this posting sometime in the future, you can post a remedy.

Eid Al-Adha (Feast of Sacrifice):

Eid Al-Adha just past by last weekend, and it reminded me of something funny that happened to me a few Eid’s ago. If you don’t know what it is, Eid Al-Adha or Feast of Sacrifice is the most important feast of the Muslim calendar. It concludes the Pilgrimage to Mecca. Eid al-Adha lasts for three days and commemorates Ibrahim's (Abraham) willingness to obey God by sacrificing his son. Muslims believe the son to be Ishmael rather than Isaac as told in the Old Testament. Ishmael is considered the forefather of the Arabs. According to the Koran, Ibrahim’s was about to sacrifice his son when a voice from heaven stopped him and allowed him to sacrifice a ram instead. The feast re-enacts Ibrahim's obedience by sacrificing a cow or ram. The family can keep about a third of the meal and donates the rest to the poor. I hope this explanation is correct, and if it isn’t, correct me or forgive me for my ignorance.

Anyway back to my original story, this happened a few Eid’s ago. My grandmother had bought a cow for the Eid, (didn’t use the work sacrifice cause it makes it sound so cultish) My dad and I were skinning and cutting up the allocated portion of meat that was for the family and just as we thought we were finish, my granddad comes in and mentions that he hasn’t had cow brain stew (I kid you not, it’s a Malay traditional dish) in a while, so getting the hint, my dad and I set forth the retrieve the brain. The severed head had been staring at us for the past few hours, and now it was time to mutilate it.

Now the best way of cracking the skull open would have been to use an axe, and just split that mother f*cker in two, but as it usually is that case with noble deeds there was no axe to be found, so we settled for second best which was a metal saw. Some of you out there who have cracked open a cow skull are probably thinking “metal saw?” Yes a metal saw isn’t the most efficient way, but it was getting dark, and there was a deadline. So here I am with my dad, on our knees trying to saw this MOFO in two and it’s going know were. The saw blade is too fine, the head is unstable, and the floor is caked with blood. Fifteen minutes into this mission of love and frustration surrounded by mosquitoes, smelling like cavemen and looking like two extra’s from a Rob Zombie B-grade horror flick, I look at my dad and say “if I ever become a psycho serial killer…this is the point in my life where I turn bad” I thought it was funny considering the circumstance, but my dad thought it was hilarious! He just fell back on his ass and couldn’t stop laughing, and seeing ones dad laugh himself to tears is something not seen often by a child.

To cut along story short, we got the brain, it took too long that my granddad lost the craving, and I ended up BBQ-ing cow testicles to find out how they tasted. The answer? They tasted Ok, but not worth the gross factor.

Auschwitz liberation:

Holocaust survivors and world leaders held an emotional ceremony in Poland, 60 years after the liberation of the Nazis' Auschwitz death camp.
The Nazi regime murdered six million Jews and many others during what became known as the Holocaust. Auschwitz, the largest of the Nazi camps, where 1.1 million people died, was liberated by the advancing Soviet army on 27 January 1945.

Something like this should never have happened, and Yes we have to remember event’s like this so we don’t make mistakes like it again, but I’m getting a bit tired of Israel rubbing it in our faces with the whole “poor us” routine. We have the Israeli President Moshe Katsav Expressing fears over a resurgence in anti-Semitism in Europe, yes it is a worrying resurgence, but what about the Muslims, Arabs, Indians, Asians, Africans, Hindus, and the other minorities who are being subjected to racism? Mr. Katsav, it’s happening to all the minorities, not just the Jews.

Then we have Mr. Katsav question whether the memory of the Holocaust has lost its power to deter attacks and insults against Jews. Now this sounds more like the actual reason why Israel like to shove down our throat the memory of the Holocaust? In a way the Israelis are saying “yes we kill innocent Palestinians, destroy there homes, take their lands, but please don’t get angry with us cause we had to go though the Holocaust.”

Lets always remember and stand up against injustice in what ever form it comes in, but lets not use the memory of it as a shield to deflect responsibility for our own injustices.

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ARCHIVE: It's still too soon...

I think like most people with a new Blog, everyone wants to make the visual appearance as personal and unique as possible. I tried messing around with the HTML code with my bare minimal understanding of it (the rest was just guess work). Hopefully I’ll get pictures up by this weekend.

I’m watching the news...

Is there any doubt America’s going to win the Iraqi elections. I say America and not the Intern Government because, going up the food chain, it’s America that has all to gain. With no proper and secure way of voting and running the ballads, with 280,000 Iraqi expatriates having enrolled to vote recorded, which is just over a quarter of the estimated one million eligible voters living outside Iraq, and with America really needing a win to use as it’s new justification to stay in Iraq, does “Florida” ring a bell?

First it was “The fight against terror”, then it was “WMD”, followed by “The hunt for the mastermind Abu Musab al-Zarqawi”, and with a win in the elections, “The protection of Democracy”. And who’s going to argue against anything with “Democracy” in it, might as well just call your self a terrorist, or a communist if you do. It Reminds me of the “Patriot Act” I mean who in the Senate was going to argue against anything with a title like that. Pure brilliance by the Bush Administration. It’s all about the Packaging

I hope I’m wrong, I hope the elections are fare, and I hope Bush chokes on a chicken bone.

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ARCHIVE: Bismillah Hirrahman Irrahim. And so it begins...

But where do I begin? there's so many things to talk about, and so much shit going on to choose as a topic, but I guess the best thing is to start simple, and leave the heavy stuff for when I’m in a better state of mind. In away this blog is a test for me. A test of commitment. A test to see if I care enough about the people and things around me to spend some of the time usually used for procrastinating to voice out my opinion, or in this case type it out.

 

"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort." Herm Albright (1876 - 1944)

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